We all come across a phase in our life when we just want to be alone. Be in a no contact world which is a very very small part of the real world outside. Rather I should say we all live in our delululu world. I have experienced this phase called soltitude. Sach batao toh kaafi acha lagta hai yeh phase! I generally watch web series, read books and dive into fictional world characters, pen my thoughts down, and ofcourse, watch TMKOC. I also try to have some self-reflection days to analyse where I stand in my life and what I have to do to work on my short comings. Now, many will disagree saying, yeh sab toh bolne ki baat. Koi nahi karta. Before I forget, I also ghost people in this phase. To say the least, it's amazing feeling. You think you are not liable to reply people, talk with them, listen them but sadly, we are liable. Ab aur kuch toh yaad nahi aa raha hai. You can fill the rest in comment section.

Now, let's talk about the downside of this solitude. The phase is the best till you don't have to go out in the real world. Till you don't feel the most lonely person in the world, your non-existential crisis doesn't sink in, your problems are the world's problems but they are not in reality. In short, you feel like a fish out of the pool, breathing heavily as if it's your last breathe. Your social life is as happening as Pluto the dwarf planet. Let me not start with your love life. Your love life is as deserted as Sahara Desert. You lose the confidence in your interpersonal communication and public speaking skills. But there are people who live in solitude but have a kickass confidence to talk. This phase has surely turned me into an introvert for sometime.

The words fit well in this situation, you need to lose something to get something....

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See ya.